Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Things I'm Loving Right Now
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Lenten Lessons
Now, I know that may seem like a given, but it's so much easier heard than realized. And I've realized it in so many ways this Lent. It's taught me to let go of a lot of things that I wanted to hold on to, and how to place them in God's hands.
It started when opera started. We had signed up to be in another opera, The Magic Flute, and the rehersal schedule was brutal. To top it all, we have Chorale performances/dress rehersals the entire performance week for opera...so I've been doing quite a bit of singing/acting for the last two weeks. The final opera performances are tonight and Saturday, and so are our Chorale performances. I've learned that I can't do everything, and I can't do much of anything on my own.
Also, a friend of mine was in a terrible car accident as well this Lent. She's still in the hospital, and has a broken pelvis, leg, ribs, and punctured lung. She's healing, but slowly, and it's going to be a long process. I greatly appriciate all responses from my friends who I've texted to ask for their prayers. I've learned that, when situations are out of my control, the only thing I can do is put it in God's hand. And that's what I've done. Our prayers are certainly helping her, and she's getting better, bit by bit.
So this Lent has been a season of growing as well as preperation for me. I've had to let go of some of the things I wanted to do for Lent: I just can't fit them all in and maintain my sanity....not to mention my grades. And it feels so good to just place everything in God's hands. There's no safer place to put them.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Quotes
"You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life." - Winston Churchill.
"You have to be willing to write badly." - Alyson Hagy
"Cleverness is not wisdom." Euripides
"Fantasy is hardly an escape from reality. It is a way of understanding it." - Lloyd Alexander
"There is more honour in a field well-plowed than in a field steeped in blood." - Lloyd Alexander
"Quiet people have the loudest minds." Stephen Hawking
"A girl can't read that sort of thing without her lipstick." - Breakfast at Tiffany's
"If you ask me what I came to do in this world, I, an artist, will answer you: I am here to live out loud." - Emile Zola
"It is the deepest desire of every writer, the one we never admit or even dare to speak of: to write a book we can leave as a legacy. And although it is sometimes easy to forget, wanting to be a writer is not about reviews or advances or how many copies are printed or sold. It is much simpler than that, and much more passionate. If you do it right, and they publish it, you may actually leave something behind that will last forever." -Alice Hoffman
And, I've saved my very favourite for the last:
"Sometimes winning a fight isn't as important as standing in the right place, facing what needs to be faced. And sometimes standing in the right place means you end up dead. And that's better than not standing at all." - N.D. Wilson
Friday, February 17, 2012
Pictures of my Projects
My first project was a Tea Wallet I made for my dear mater, and it was my first time actually using the purl stitch and making a 'pattern' with my stitches. Quite proud of it, even though it was a bit rough.
Monday, February 13, 2012
MAUI!!!!
The airplane trip there was rather uneventful...I spent it watching The Proposal with my dad (hilarious movie by the way, a must-see if you like romantic comedies!) and doing schoolwork. The rest of the week we spent snorkeling with sea turtles and millions of fish over a huge coral reef. It was one of the best weeks of my life.
For my birthday, we got Starbuck's coffee (since I love coffee so much), snorkeled, hung out by the fantastic pool, and went to Leilani's for my birthday dinner. Leilani's is a wonderful restaurant that is right on the beach, and their fish is absolutely spectacular. For dessert, we had Hula Pie, which is this gigantic slice of macadamia nut ice cream smothered in chocolate sauce on an Oreo cookie crust. It is seriously one of the best desserts EVER.
The rest of the week was spent doing the same thing...snorkeling, sunbathing, swimming, reading, and relaxing. I watched The Bourne Identity with my dad. It's a pretty good movie, and it made me want to read the book. So, for my birthday, my dad bought me the actual novel by Robert Ludlum. OMG. I can't believe I hadn't read it earlier! His writing style is very engaging, and it's a brilliant plot that keeps me turning the pages! It's now definitely on my awesome books list.
The thing I liked most about the trip was the ability to relax. We didn't rush to go anywhere....we just stayed by the hotel and did what we wanted. I got to actually write for as long as I wanted! I got several plot bunnies and scenes written out, as well as some script ideas. I also developed several characters from a two dimensional dead description to living, breathing "people". Very excited to continue writing with them. :)
The airplane trip back was a bit stressful...our flight got delayed an entire hour, so we got home about midnight. The actual flight for me was spent studying for a chemistry test. There were at least three screaming babies, if not more, and the sleeping passenger next to me kept on flipping his blanket onto my textbook and arm as I studied. After dropping off my grandparents and aunt and uncle (who came with us to Maui), we finally got home at 2:00 am. So, I'm a bit tired, but I wouldn't turn in my experience for the world. Now, back to reality. Homework awaits...
Monday, January 16, 2012
La commedia e finita...
For those of you who don't know, my siblings and I were in an opera, Pagliacci. It's 'a play within a play', and it's a tragedy. If you want the full synopsis, I would Google it, or check it out on Wikipedia, both of which tell the story pretty well. It's been my life the past month. We had been singing the music since autumn, but at the end of December we began the staging and singing with the professionals. We had practice nearly every day, for two to three hours. And, since Pagliacci was such a short opera (only two acts), they had another one, (a one-act opera), Gianni Schicci. My brother got a solo part in that one, as Gheradino, who is a young boy. He had loads of fun doing his part of the staging and singing, and because he was in it, the rest of our family got to sit in on the rehearsals. (And he was spectacular!)It was amazing, listening to the professionals singing together. It awakened an interest in opera that I never had before. If you know what's going on, it's very enjoyable. Kind of like reading Shakespeare. If you don't really know what's going on, or if you start out by just reading it, it can get quite boring. But, if you start out by watching a Shakespeare play or listening to it dramatized, it can awaken a new interest in it, because you are seeing it the way it was meant to be seen. The beauty of opera is really unlocked when you are watching it unfold and shape before your eyes; you can really appreciate the end product.
Even though I enjoyed every minute of it, I am relieved that it is over. As much as I enjoy the theatre life and the theatre hours, I couldn't keep it up. It drains me. It will be nice to not go to bed at midnight, and actually have time for something else. My writing has fallen by the wayside this last month; not a good omen for the rest of the year. But now that I'm not singing in rehearsals three hours a day, I think I'll be able to attend to it again, as well as my knitting. I'll be able to have a life again...but I will always remember this experience. It has matured me and helped me grow in different ways; both musically and emotionally. But now, I have to go catch up on schoolwork!! :)
Monday, December 19, 2011
O Come, O Come Emmanuel...
Just a summary of my last few weeks...December is the concert month for the Chorale...so I've had 4 concerts in two weeks, not to mention opera practice. The concerts wouldn't have been that bad...except that two of them happened on one night, with only 2 hours between them for dinner. It was exhausting, but worth it. Sadly, for the first time since I don't know when, I couldn't participate in Lessons and Carols, which is an annual concert our church choir does. I just couldn't fit it into my schedule without going mad. *sigh*. Oh well. There's always next year.
I'm trying to complete all my many Christmas present projects in the remaining 6 days before Christmas...thank God there are 12 days of Christmas. Otherwise...I just might be up a tree! :)
I'm still working on my siblings' present (which is the book I wrote for NaNoWriMo). It's going through some major yet hasty editing, and some POV changes. I'm not quite finished with it...still. I can't believe that I managed to write 50,000 words in November, but I've only managed 6,000 in this entire month of December. Oh well. I'll blame it on school, and not procrastination, who is the real culprit. *cough*
As for my dad's present...I've had to cave in my rule. I'm buying him something. I just could not think of anything to make for him that he would actually use.
Regarding the rest of the family, I am completely set. I've written some short stories for my aunt and uncle (they're summaries of stories that our uncle tells us after dinner about his hilarious mother - I'll have to post one or two up here someday), and my grandparents are getting a poem which I have written by hand with my best Levenger fountain pen, and framed on beautiful scrapbook paper. My mom is getting a pair of fingerless gloves, which I have yet to finish...I'm going to have to knit fast.
I wonder if you can count your knitting speed like your word count? Like, 40 STM(stitches per minute)? That would be a handy gadget...
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
NaNoWriMo....WINNER!
Truthfully, I'm still not quite done with my novel....I have about 10,o00 words to go before I actually finish the book...but I won. I actually won. I actually completed 50,000 words...with a life, a family, schoolwork, Chorale, and friends. I managed not to lose any of them during this month of wonderful insanity either. I just had to explain to them I don't hate them...I'm writing a novel :)
Now, I can look back at NaNoWriMo and see both its amazing good side and it's faults as well. The good things about NaNoWriMo are numerous. You learn to write fast. You learn to make yourself stick to a deadline (well, actually, this is optional. If you want to win, you learn to stick to a deadline.) In my case, you up your typing speed by 20 words per minute. You learn how to set goals for yourself, make yourself a structure, and then write without regrets, without turning back. And you also learn that you're not alone in the crazy-writer world. I know that some of you may have friends who are just like you and would stay up all night writing...but frankly, I don't know a person who would. And even for the most connected writers, writing can be a very lonely buisness. In NaNoWriMo, you are connected with people everywhere who are attempting the same things that you are attempting, and sharing the same pains and the same joys you are going through in the process. It's quite an experience.
Now, on the flip side. I also learned to turn off my internal editor for a bit. Now, I know that can be a good thing...but it's also one of the things that helps a writer identify what's right and what's wrong. If my internal editor would tell me "That needs fixing", I'd go back and fix it, or at least highlight it, so I'd know where to come back to it. But during NaNoWriMo, in order to survive, I needed to turn her off, and ignore every little thing she said to me. I consider that a bad thing, but maybe some of you writers out there disagree. And that's ok :) The other thing I didn't quite like about NaNoWriMo is that it seemed to encourage haste and quantity more that care and quality. Haste and quantity don't make a good book. Usually. But care and quality do. In moderation, haste and quantity can save your life...if you don't have a quantity, you sure won't have any quality. But if you're only focusing on your word count and not the actual words...then the book isn't going to turn out that great.
All in all, I think that NaNoWriMo is one of the best tools I have used in my writing path so far (which hasn't been very long yet :), and I'm sure going to do it next year! And I hope I'll get some more friends to join me! :)
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
NaNoWriMo Update,and Other Updates Too!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Conformation of my Insanity
I've participating in NaNoWriMo.
*gasp*
For those of you who don't know what that is, NaNoWriMo stands for National Novel Writing Month. It's a rather large organization for writers of all ages, and it's a challenge. A challenge to write a 50,000 word novel (or more) in 30 days. It starts at 12:00 A.M. November 1st, and ends at 11:59 P.M. November 30th.
This is going to be insanity. Fitting in writing nearly 2000 words a day around 9 classes plus family time? But it's going to be so much fun. :) I am looking forward to it, and hope I'll make it to 50,000 words in 30 days. It's going to be a challenge, but it'll be useful in getting my butt in gear. I've been very lax in my writing lately, what with school and all. Now, if I'm posting about it both on the NaNoWriMo page and here on my blog, I have pressure to keep going. I'll be more likely to make it to the end. And if I make it, I'll be so happy :) So I'm going to keep you all updated on my novel status now, and if you've participated in NaNoWriMo before, or you are participating, please tell me! I'd love to be your writing buddy on NaNo, and I would love to hear tips on keeping that word count up! :P
Sunday, October 23, 2011
LINKS!! :)
RainyMood.com - Rain makes everything better. If you're like me, you like the sound of rain. Acutally, you love it. And this website is for rain-lovers. It continuously plays the sound of rain, for as long as you want. I use it as background sound while I'm studying or reading. It's very relaxing.
The Unemployed Philosopher's Guild - I discovered this at the Folger Shakespeare Library, when I got my favourite souviner. It's a mug that has insults from the Bard's plays wrapped all around it. Guess where it's from? The Unemployed Philosopher's Guild, of course! The site, if you ask me, isn't as epiclly awesome as Think Geek, but it does have some interesting stuff for lit. nerds like me, and not just computer and sci-fi geeks.
Collage Fashion - I found this site because it was linked to another one of my favourite sites (Surviving Collage Life- check it out if you want to; great articles on studying.), and I am now hooked. For someone who's just getting into fashion, or for someone who's been in love with designing outfits since they could draw - you will enjoy this website. I know I do! :) Check out the Disney inspired outfits as well - Ellie from Up is my favourite!!! :)
Scarf Tying - I love scarves. Always have, always will. And this is a tutorial on 37 ways to tie a scarf. I fell in love instantly. Hope you do to.
Courageous - Ok, this is one of the only movie trailors that actually made me cry. I mean, like tears rolling down my cheeks. It's a movie that all dads today should see. I can't wait to see it myself. If the trailor doesn't convince you to see it...I'm not sure what will.
Don't Blink Cat - This was shown to me by one of my Doctor Who friends, and I laughed so hard I cried. If you love Doctor Who, you would love this YouTube video.
Goodreads - Ok, this site is amazing. I was seeing it mentioned on Facebook quite frequently, so I decided to check it out. One of the best things I've ever done. A friend of mine described it as a "Ravelry for readers". (Btw, if you like to knit or crochet, and you don't know what Ravelry is, you are deprived. Check it out, and friend me, I'm under Scriptor :) And go ahead and friend me on Goodreads too, I'm under 'Rachel'.
Hope you enjoy these websites as much as I do!! :)
Apologies
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Cloudless Skies
Monday, October 3, 2011
Have a holly, home-made Christmas...
Friday, September 23, 2011
The Men are Back Home :)
And to top it all, my little baby brother came back a young man. AHH! I'm getting too old! Wow, I remembered when he was only a day old and I was holding him! It's so cool to watch him grow up...but bittersweet.
So glad they're back. :)
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Bee Adventure :)
It must have been 95 degrees out...and bee suits makes it feel like 950 degrees..but we survived, and have a small hive to show for it. On the way back, my dad and I slipped in Mumford & Sons, cranked up the volume, and rolled down the windows. Awake, my soul. Awake, my soul. For you were made to meet your Maker.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
School and Life
Somehow, I'm managing to keep my writing schedule afloat during all this. Every night, I still write, whether only a paragraph, a scene, or - if I'm lucky enough to finish school early - a handful of pages. So the novel process has obviously slowed down, but it's still plodding along. Also, when I'm stuck, I indulge in writing a bit of fan fiction. It's really quite addicting...I didn't know how addicting until I actually couldn't put my pen down! Or, I guess I could have...but I would have had much trouble doing it. :)
Anyway, school has started, and I am coping quite well. Except for a few late nights with St. Augustine's Confessions and Chemistry homework, everything has been smooth. Let's see how it continues to go...
Friday, September 9, 2011
Novel Update, and other Updates :)
I baby-sat some adorable kids tonight. It's so much easier when they're good kids. There was a slight thunderstorm, and they were enthralled by the booms and the lightning. It was so cute to see their faces whenever lighting split the sky.
School has finally started. I don't know whether to be happy or sad...summer was getting kinda boring, but now that I'm swamped with homework I'm really missing sleeping in and reading whatever whenever I want. Right now, I'm reading The Deed of Paksennarion by Elizabeth Moon, Mirror Dance by Lois Mcmaster Bujold, and Sylvester by Georgette Heyer. Something from each of my favourite genres: fantasy, sci-fi, and romance. All of them are great books, and I'm enjoying each one :)
I'll write again when I have time to spare!!
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Catch-Up :)
I spent the first week with my best friend down in L.A, doing fun and crazy things such as going to Disneyland, running a 5K, playing volleyball on the beach, surfing, frequently visiting Starbucks, hanging out at the mall, eating at Panera Bread, and staying up to watch random movies until 2 A.M. The week was full of fun and great fellowship!
The next week, we went back up to my family and headed up to Northern CA to go camping. The ride there was uneventful - almost. Two hours from the campsite, our car's radiator exploded, leaving us stranded on the side of the road for almost 5 hours. Our awesome friends drove up to the campsite with their trailor, dropped it off with half of the party, and then drove the two hours back down to pick up our trailor. Meanwhile, we had called a tow truck and gotten our car towed while we stayed with our trailor on the side of the mountain road. My brother, his friend, and I went exploring for a bit down either side of the road and found a creek and deer tracks to pass the time. We also met the nicest people, who pulled over to see if we needed any help. I won't give up hope on the human race until there is no one left who pulls over for another person in need.
The camping trip, after that, went smoothly and wonderfully. We hiked down to Burney Falls and around it, enjoying the cold mist and the beautiful waterfalls and scenery. Then, we kayaked across Lake Britton and to an obscure hiking trail, where we found a waterfall and little pool. Before we left, we drove up to Lassen National Park, and saw the sulfur springs and the gorgeous mountains and lakes. Up at 8,000 feet, there was still snow in the lakes and on the hillsides, and the water must have been just over 32 degrees. But it was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. The water in the lakes was the deepest blue I had ever seen, and the snow and the creeks were something out of a fairytale. I felt as if I was walking through a little patch of Heaven.
We also visited the lava tunnels, and they were amazing! The huge caverns the lava had carved into solid stone were spectacular. We hiked through them twice, amazed at their size and beauty.
On the way back from the trip, only 17 miles away from home, actually, a huge semi truck swerved, flipped, and crashed directly in front of us. It tore down one of those huge, green freeway signs and crushed it, ripping it right down the center. My godfather, who was driving, pulled over and ran to help, along with 10 other cars which stopped. The driver was stuck in the crushed cab, but he was alive and not seriously hurt. Every kind of person was there, a buisness man in a suit, two teenage guys in jeans and tanktops, a nurse, a motorcyclist - you name it, he was there. The man in the suit was pulling the huge crushed sign off of the road, to clear the way for other cars, and the teenagers pulled up in a van and helped him. It was a very encouraging sight, to see people of every different race, age, and background working together for the good of another. There is still hope for humanity.
